Tuesday, April 16, 2013
I feel stuck back in that day... today. I just keep flash backing to that last moment, that last time I held her on my couch. Held her for the last time. The weight of her in my arms, knowing the finality of what handing her over to the coroner meant. Never again. Never again would she nestle deep into my neck and hug me so tight. Never again would I hear her giggle or call for me. Never again would I see her look up at me with that gorgeous smile and love shining in her beautiful brown eyes. I can't get the image out of my head, her wrapped in that white sheet while we all held her and said our goodbyes. Goodbye, to my daughter. OH I miss her so much :( Its already been to long. My heart aches so much for you today Megan. I miss you so much, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you, you are always on my mind and I just miss you.