Life after the death of a toddler
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Stuck
I feel stuck back in that day... today. I just keep flash backing to that last moment, that last time I held her on my couch. Held her for the last time. The weight of her in my arms, knowing the finality of what handing her over to the coroner meant. Never again. Never again would she nestle deep into my neck and hug me so tight. Never again would I hear her giggle or call for me. Never again would I see her look up at me with that gorgeous smile and love shining in her beautiful brown eyes. I can't get the image out of my head, her wrapped in that white sheet while we all held her and said our goodbyes. Goodbye, to my daughter. OH I miss her so much :( Its already been to long. My heart aches so much for you today Megan. I miss you so much, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you, you are always on my mind and I just miss you.
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I totally, totally get this post. Leaving the body of my daughter forever was as hard as walking out of the hospital when she died knowing I would never see that bright-eyed sparkling smile ever again.
Remembering your Megan.
Much love,Em
I will also forever be stuck. Xo thinking of you and beautiful Megan
Xoxo. I so understand this post. Its so hard and unfair. Remembering your sweet megan with y ou!!
I too lost a toddler. 5 years & 9 months ago. March was hard! His Birthday. He would have been 8. My brother told me I should be over it by now. what a nice thing to say don't you think? People just don't understand. Heck I didn't understand until I experienced it myself. It does get easier but, I know I will never be "over it!" My health has suffered greatly! Permanent! I know that it's just an expression that people say but I am a firm believer that you CAN die from a broken heart. Stay eating healthy & exercise regularly when you have the strength. Do it for the ones that love you. Also pray daily. God is your strength. I started a grief group called 'Griefshare.' It's world wide & a phenominal 13 week program. It has helped me understand others & their insensitive remarks & also undersyand my emotions through grief. It has helped me sooo much! I'm so greatful for it. If your interested check out. Their website is www.griefshare.org & watch the short video. My group is resting at this time but it's located at Mountain View Christian Assembly if you want to check it out or you can email me at griefshare@mvcaog.org. Please don't take offense to this info. It is not my intent. I'm so pleased with your blogging about this. It helps to know I'm not alone. My prayers are with you... God Blesses those who are a blessing.
tears are pouring down my face. I lost my 2 yr old daughter a month ago. She was my only child and my life.
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I lost my 3 year old daughter Feb-19-13, I just can't believe that she's gone. I just keep asking myself how can God expect me to live with this. Ppl keep saying it gets easier as time pass, I dont think so it's getting harder every day knowing shes not coming back. As I read every post and comments I cant stop crying, not only for me, but for everyone whos lost a baby
somehow its comforting knowing im not alone in this battle of insane anguish even though the only end is a new beginning which brings all new terrors in itself , somehow our suffering will be met with the glorious victory of one day seeing the sparkle of love once again in our childs eyes so help me God in Jesus name i pray Amen
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